i am me once more

No, I really don't think so

That you think I'd be incapable of being on my own

No, I really don't think so

That I would for a second let you back in through my door

I have spent many a nights

Even when you are by my side

I shed tears I couldn't dry

I shed tears I couldn't dry

But I should thank you for

Taking my blindfold off now

I ain't jaded no more, no more

And I take pride in being the one that said goodbye

That could only mean I am me, once more

You would turn your head the other way 
So you won't have to listen to what I have to say

You assume that I needed you

But you didn't realize that I needed no one but myself

I needed no one but myself

But I should thank you for

Taking my blindfold off now

I ain't jaded no more, no more

And I take pride in being the one that said goodbye

That could only mean I am me, once more

That could only mean I am me, once more

That could only mean I am me, once more

kembali sepi

kembali normal

kembali menjadi sy dan hanya sy

inilah takdir yg sy harus terima

atas permintaan kpd Ilahi

sama ada dia benar2 jodoh sy atau sebaliknya

syukur alhamdulillah

Allah telah redhakan hati sy

seperti apa yg sy pohon kpdNya

setiap masalah pasti ada penyelesaiannya

tp ini jln yg telah dipilih

oleh sy dan dia

hati telah bersedia atas kemungkinan ini

mengapa hati sy terlalu bersedia

anehnya

mungkin ini yg dinamakan sbg petunjuk, perhaps..

tiada air mata kesedihan yg keluar

tiada setitis sekalipun

setelah sepakat dicapai

inikah maksud bg hati yg benar2 telah redha?..

rupanya sy masih perlu mencari

dan terus mencari

dan terus menyelongkar isi alam ini

dan terus berdiri dgn tabah

di bumi Tuhanku ini

hati bersyukur

kerna diberi kesempatan

merasa kebahagiaan sebentar

mungkin sekadar menguji

adakah sy betul2 bersyukur atas nikmatNya

kini sy sedang diuji lagi

merasa kehilangan perhatian dari si dia

merasa kesuntukan kewangan

merasa hiba hati atas kesihatan abah

inilah jalan

yg sy harus teruskan

inilah liku

yg sy harus redah

bagi memperolehi

kejayaan dan kebahagiaan sejati

InsyaAllah

beginilah perjalanan hidup

beginilah ketentuan

insan bernama shaidatul shida binti shariman

credit to cik put..teach me 'bout photoscape..help me a lot in blogging..hoho..

p/s:wahai insan..hadapilah apa jua keadaan..jgn lari dari masalah..jgn mudah putus asa..
segala masalah tidak akn hadir jika kita x mampu hadapinya..kita masih ada ALLAH..